tulips in my head

She dreams of escaping. Of vanishing to a faraway land. Where fairies and gnomes rule the earth, where flying isnt merely a fantasy. For where the forgotten find solace, and where its home for the lost. The haven where tears are merely a prelude to rain, the hideaway abode.

Sunday, July 19, 2009 @ 3:24 pm

Lose control.

Focus, breathe nicole breathe.
4 months, 4 freaking months.
Fuck a levels.

Friday, July 17, 2009 @ 5:36 pm

For all the wrong reasons.

I feel sad, worried and thankful, all at the same time.
I avoid because im afraid of changes,
because i like holding on to all the beautiful things that had happened.
I fear changes, because what has yet to happen is unpredictable.
But because of that, i always hurt the people i least want to.
Argh, what's wrong with me.

Thursday, July 16, 2009 @ 4:44 pm

너라고

Okay, i know i havent been updating in a long long time, so here i am.
Last friday was really exciting cause the greys minus shilin went to kiesha's place for a sleepover. We played more boardgames than i usually would in a year! When we played game of life, the life i had in the game was bloody chaotic. Like initially i was a lawyer turned salesperson turned entertainer who has 2 kids and adopted 2 more. So k's brother said it was like madonna. Lols. The final dare from the truth or dare jenga was hilarious. And like who plays jenga at 2am in the morning?! LOL. We slept at 3 and k's younger brother walked into the room at 10 screaming 'wake up!!! I have tuition at 11!!!'. And the first thing i thought when i opened my eyes was 'kiesha has tuition at 11?!', cause i wasnt wearing my specs and so i thought that the person standing at the door was k. lol. Well that was before i realised she was still lying next to me.

We've also finally gotten back our pw stuff, like the comments and submitted work. Although i already knew we got an a, but it was still nice to read the marker's praises.

Yay, its a decent post!

Wednesday, July 08, 2009 @ 5:20 pm

거짓말

The emotions i never thought i would feel.

Friday, July 03, 2009 @ 7:51 pm

A superficial kinda thing.

I feel so lost whenever you say something like that.
Its makes me think and think and think so much that i end up frustrated.
The person you are makes me question the things i do and say, so much so it becomes pointless for me to even bother.

@ 7:37 pm

For no rhyme or reason.

I like this picture. Has a nice comfortable feel to it. I like how the background's all dark and the only thing you see is us.

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Sunday, July 19, 2009 @ 3:24 pm Lose control. Focus, breathe nicole breathe. 4 months, 4 freaking months. Fuck a levels. back to top?
Friday, July 17, 2009 @ 5:36 pm For all the wrong reasons. I feel sad, worried and thankful, all at the same time. I avoid because im afraid of changes, because i like holding on to all the beautiful things that had happened. I fear changes, because what has yet to happen is unpredictable. But because of that, i always hurt the people i least want to. Argh, what's wrong with me. back to top?
Thursday, July 16, 2009 @ 4:44 pm 너라고 Okay, i know i havent been updating in a long long time, so here i am. Last friday was really exciting cause the greys minus shilin went to kiesha's place for a sleepover. We played more boardgames than i usually would in a year! When we played game of life, the life i had in the game was bloody chaotic. Like initially i was a lawyer turned salesperson turned entertainer who has 2 kids and adopted 2 more. So k's brother said it was like madonna. Lols. The final dare from the truth or dare jenga was hilarious. And like who plays jenga at 2am in the morning?! LOL. We slept at 3 and k's younger brother walked into the room at 10 screaming 'wake up!!! I have tuition at 11!!!'. And the first thing i thought when i opened my eyes was 'kiesha has tuition at 11?!', cause i wasnt wearing my specs and so i thought that the person standing at the door was k. lol. Well that was before i realised she was still lying next to me. We've also finally gotten back our pw stuff, like the comments and submitted work. Although i already knew we got an a, but it was still nice to read the marker's praises. Yay, its a decent post! back to top?
Wednesday, July 08, 2009 @ 5:20 pm 거짓말 The emotions i never thought i would feel. back to top?
Friday, July 03, 2009 @ 7:51 pm A superficial kinda thing. I feel so lost whenever you say something like that. Its makes me think and think and think so much that i end up frustrated. The person you are makes me question the things i do and say, so much so it becomes pointless for me to even bother. back to top?
@ 7:37 pm For no rhyme or reason. I like this picture. Has a nice comfortable feel to it. I like how the background's all dark and the only thing you see is us. back to top?