She dreams of escaping. Of vanishing to a faraway land. Where fairies and gnomes rule the earth, where flying isnt merely a fantasy. For where the forgotten find solace, and where its home for the lost. The haven where tears are merely a prelude to rain, the hideaway abode.

liar.
i will not be taken in by your lies.
not anymore.
i've grown up.
so i will be strong.
i dont need you, i never did.
for i will stand up, by myself.
those tears you will never see.

behind the protective cover. back to top?

i hate it.
i hate it.
i hate it.
i hate it.
i hate it.
i hate it. back to top?

what if one day i disappear.
gone from the face of the earth.
mummy, will you notice?
would you save me from desperation?

i wanna run away
and finally arrive to a place called home. back to top?

i wanna run away.
escape from the responsibilities and burdens.
ver, bring me along and lets run.
cause everything is falling to pieces.
crashing at my feet.
and im feeling helpless.

i wanna run away from home.
i wanna be free.
i wanna be me.
i wanna rise from the facade of lies.

let the rain come
and wash away my tears together.


let me be free back to top?

so screwed.
i flunked everything.
mummy refuses to pay for japan.
barely passed all my subjects.
oh crapp. back to top?

happy no more.
your fading love.

thank you, cause im no longer feeling it.
let me free.
entrapment. back to top?

Crystal's hosts (:
masumi and yuri.

YOSHINORI bernice and me
he so cute! (:

joshua looks gay! hahaha. wads benedict
looking at?

hahahahahas. REALLY gay! joshua's
gonna kill me. back to top?

THE GREYLANDERS HAVE DECIDED!!
when we go JC, we will rent an apartment just for
the four of us!
we will cook, wash clothes, iron,
clean the house and do everything together.
(:
then we can share clothes,
eat together, and go shop together!
i have decided! i will share a room with brine
and shilin with kiesha!
hahahahahahas!! so cool.
im so excited!!!
we shall all take cooking lessons so
we wont poison each other!
though poisoning brine sounds like a
good idea.
(:
we will have 2 bedrooms and 1 study room
we must have a duty roster!
i wan to iron the clothes!!!
hahahahahahas!
we will learn to be independent!
hehehe!
we shall decorate our house nicely,
kiesha and shilin's room will be
pink and green and white,
while me n brine one will be
black and hot pink and white and orange!!!
woohoo!!!!
im so excited!!
(:


back to top?

naive no more. back to top?

some kinda friend you are.
i thought i knew you
i thought i could trust u
yet u were the very one
who brought me down.
thanks a lot man. back to top?

guilty eh? back to top?

liar.
im dissapointed.
how many more?
the lies u feed just keep piling up
when will you stop?
im begging you. back to top?

ytd.. went to see fireworks at esplanade
communication breakdown.
menshing n bjorn at esplanade,
kiesha n i at marina square.
then, we walked
and walked
and walked some more.
yet, we did not managed to catch it together.
lols. aft that we met up at marina square
macdonalds, which according to
menshing is very "empty"
*shesh*
then, mom was rushing me home.
so we din eat supper..
bloody mrt station was so packed.
cant even walk, so hot n stuffy.
rahhss!!!
then we took bounce back mrt.
reached home at bout 11 plus 12
n sleep...
so tired.. back to top?

im falling to the ground
im feeling so damn lost
cause you're no more here for me.
im feeling all alone
i thought that you would come
it turns out that it was just me.

someday, you will tell me the truth right?
cause i dont think i can take anymore lies.


your everlasting cruelty
i wonder how much more lies can i stomach. back to top?

i love squashing brine's toopid
dustbins! hahahahahas
n brine u stupod one lehs!
always throwing the equally stupid
mini paper balls, blowing the 'snow'
at me, throwing huge paper balls
at me.
hahahahahahahs.
so brine! this post is for u!!!
awwwww.. i bet u feel touched
:) back to top?

hahahahahahahas!!!
the links are finally working again!!
:) im so happy!
today is ms toh's last day!
woohoo??
i dunno..
im kinda missing mr lee..
awwwws~
i miss his nonsence..
lols!
and i was just wondering..
since guys are afraid of mr prem
catching them for their long hair
then why dun they use clips?!?
hahahahahahahahas.
not bad idea! :)
new trend! lols.
n jonathan's green socks make him look
like a green giraffe.
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahas.
im so crazy today..
tmr there's performance at kbcc..
RAHHSS!!!
but im goin out with fiona before that
hahas. pig out like siao.
make ourselves fat in front of the prime
minister. hahas then he will have a shock.
our big tummies bulging out!!
i mean fiona's big tummy
will be bulging out hahas.
ok. im goin to bathe................



back to top?

it did not come out of the
horse's mouth itself. maybe
thats why it hurts so much.
of all the things i told u,
i seriously wonder how much you
remember. maybe thats why it
did not occur to you that i would
mind. No, in fact i would
detest to the core. but you did it.
ive not right nor authority to tell
you off for it. cause maybe to you
its nothing wrong.
fine. since its the way you wanted it,
so i shall grant you your wish and set
you free. back to top?