tulips in my head

She dreams of escaping. Of vanishing to a faraway land. Where fairies and gnomes rule the earth, where flying isnt merely a fantasy. For where the forgotten find solace, and where its home for the lost. The haven where tears are merely a prelude to rain, the hideaway abode.

Saturday, March 29, 2008 @ 8:41 pm

Why try to hold on to something thats already gone? Because life wouldnt be the same without it.

Yesterday morning was terrible, but after sch was great. Oh ya, benny's now called wee-wee. When i was in class and i said out loud: i wanna go wee-wee. Apparently, he heard it as i wanna benny, so he stared at me. Oh please! Benny so doesnt sound like wee-wee. And why would i want you?! HAHAS! Met up with BHB-SHAMELESS-SUPER FUNNY-CHUA PING FAN after sch. I just realised he's really tall. It was nice cause i haven seen him, or should i say the p01 people in a long long time. Not surprisingly, he started self praising. "Eh, you know, its dangerous sitting here with me."
"why?!"
"You might get bashed up as im too good-looking. Cant you see that the girl behind is looking at me?"
LOLS! I guess some things never change. But it was great seeing him after so long. And yes, chua ping fan, i miss you yj people, just dont inflate your head and bask in self praise. And the way he eats his burger is super funny! Like a small kid. He picks at the sesame seeds first then eats it super slowly. Like can you imagine, this really tall guy playing with his food?! (see below)

Today, had stupid sports carnival, so had to wake up super early. ): But going out with 0814 was fun! We're from griffin house, so we were wearing the house tee with the word 'STRENGTH' on it. Outside wisma, there happened to be this huge thing made of flowers that said 'STRENGTH'. We were practically screaming when we saw it, we even took a picture with it. (see below) We also went starbucks to chit chat cause we had the terrible habit of just halting and standing stationary, irregardless of where we are at that moment, and start to have a conversation. LOLS!

Weird looking burger.

EEEEE.

See la! Look at the mess you made! MUAHAHAS! (:

SMILE!

Starbucks.

Ps. You, yes you, i tried java chip today. Its not bad.

Tuesday, March 25, 2008 @ 9:58 pm

Deja vu. And we just keep going in circles.

Oh, i forgot to mention, im student well-being rep. Shesh, in other words, im the class domestic helper. ''When it rains, close the windows. When it snows, get jackets for your classmates.'' School was okay today, but kinda stupid. They gave us a 2hr break but made us end sch at 5.30. So during those 2 hrs, we went j8! Did nth much due to time constrains but lunch at yoshinoya was great. HAHA. I ate faster than christine and puiyoong! Okay, im off to do my physics graph now. Tatahs.

Current obsession: pearly soya bean drink from mr. bean. (:

Monday, March 24, 2008 @ 7:19 pm

4A replay
Ytd at kimmie wei's house was great! We had steamboat which was so chaotic. Eddie gan was practically obsessed abt his HEALTHY DIET! He ate almost all the veggies. LOLS. Our table was super noisy. 'Who took my fish?!' 'I want prawn!' Everytime kimmie's mom opened the cover, we would all be ready with our ladles and chopsticks! ''Chiong ah!'' Talk abt being greedy. LOLS. But it was a great meal. The soup was super nice. After we were all fed, we gambled! As usual. What started off as HARMLESS dai di soon progressed to blackjack. Stupid meimei tried to play with some voucher, see below. So he kept saying, ''I bet $50 and 10 cents!'' LOLS!

Trying to act tall. (:

Obviously, this is NOT a $50 note. Its some voucher from bioskin or smthing given to meimei(jonathan).

Thursday, March 20, 2008 @ 11:15 pm

0814 makes some noise
Today, we celebrated cherie and benny's birthday. Its our first birthday celebration tgth as 0814. Benny got smashed with cream! LOLS. Had 1.6km run today. Im so bloody damn proud of myself, i actually ran all 4 rounds and completed it within 9 min plus! HA! This is called 'i dont wanna be last again' syndrome. But obviously it was crazily exhausting, now i rmb why i hate running so much. Chinese was oodles of fun. The chinese teacher practically gave up on us. The moment we stepped into class, we started talking about bio and its ahem, interesting chpts. Then christine was telling us abt her bio paper which made us laugh so damn hard. We were like self entertaining cause the lesson was hell boring. We even asked cr to sing! Entertainment plus waste time. He was like more than glad to sing cai hong for us. LOLS! Imagine, one and a half hour of listening to some china history, makes me feel like we're taking china studies in chinese(csc) instead of H1 chinese. Sitting with christine, puiyoong, mi mi yan, jiarong (dragon fool junior), renyi and benny is fun! Oh ya, corina brought a bolster to sch today! LOLS! Talk abt bringing your house to sch. Im bringing my bed in future. HA!

@ 11:14 pm

Taboo. The curse i had cast upon oneself. The pain that hurts from inside out, and this time, nth you say would make a difference. And the die has been cast.

Wednesday, March 19, 2008 @ 4:53 pm

Today, i thought of you again.

Monday, March 17, 2008 @ 7:04 pm

I love you, but perhaps just not the way you expected. When our ideals collide.

Today's the first day of school! Its okay lah. Nothing big or notable happened. But i wore my new dunks today! LOLS! Im meeting 'chao ah lian' aka jiayi for dinner tmr cause i cant have friday-weekly-dinner with her this wk. But we're gonna eat something good, namely PEPPER LUNCH! Ah lian! I nid to talk to you! ROARS! We're gonna call mt. faber along too! (:

Friday, March 14, 2008 @ 4:19 pm

Cause it just felt so right. Like nth would change even if the sky fell on us.

I finally bought my dunks ytd. Its gold and white with a little black, its pretty. Anyway, dinner with jiayi tonight as usual! Friday-weekly-dinner. LOLS! This week its foodcourt. We're abstaining from macs for a while cause its high fat and high sodium! Tatahs, im off to watch my korean drama.

Ps. current obsession: baby faced korean guys are damn hot!

Tuesday, March 11, 2008 @ 12:29 pm

LUNCH AT MACS 0814

christine and benny sitting on baby chairs!

benny and his son mi mi yan (small eyes)

Guojun doing a ronald impersonation.

0814!

@ 12:13 pm

TAGGED BY JIAYI
a. List seven habits/quirks/facts about yourself.
b. Tag seven people to do the same.
c. Do not tag the person who tagged you or say that you tag "whoever wants to do it".

1. I dont like taking public transport and often wish that i can teleport home.

2. I try to eat jelly at least once a day, namely marigold peach jelly.

3. When i am on the bus, i sometimes fear that the person sitting behind me would take a pair of scissors and cut my hair.

4. I have 2 bolsters, 5 pillows and 2 blankets on my single-size bed.

5. I once finished two tubs of Häagen-Dazs green tea ice cream within half an hour.

6. Im terrible at badminton, ask anyone close to me, they'll know.

7. I ABSOLUTELY HATE to run, hence i barely pass my 2.4km every year.

Tag: amy, boonie, crystal, jiaqi, sera, kimmie wei and liern.

Friday, March 07, 2008 @ 11:38 pm

When the smiles just wont come through, when the lies fail to conceal the inner most emotions. The fairytale of all tragic tales.

Today is the second day of the level camp. It turned out okay i suppose. I feel damn tired, my eyes hurt and my shoulders ache. ROAR! But lunch break was really fun. The whole bunch of us went to the nearby macs and made a lot of noise! AS USUAL! HAHAS! We even took pics with 'RONALD' our new classmate! LOLS! Will post them up another time, am so tired. NIGHTS! (:

Thursday, March 06, 2008 @ 10:25 pm

when the pain hurts from inside out in reminiscence of good times.

Today is one of those days that i miss P01 more than ever. Eating in the canteen, carrying out activities and just chit chatting. The once daily routine has now become a luxury sorely missed. If only we could just stay tgth, I wonder what things would have turned out like. Every little damn thing reminds me of them.

P01 I MISS YOU CRAZY SILLY PEOPLE!!

Wednesday, March 05, 2008 @ 9:18 pm

0814 is the love
Today was quite fun. I guess the class more or less bonded. HA! Thats a good thing. So i guess just let the pictures do the talking.

0814! (:

0814! Without jiarong and guojun.YEAH!

Tuesday, March 04, 2008 @ 9:46 pm

Orientation at ny was okay. It turned out better than i expected lah. There's water games tmr, so i guess it'll be quite fun. HAHAS!
Anyway, the main thing that happened today was that jiayi and i were msging, then we decided to meet at amk for a quick chit-chat session. So i was as usual on the bus and stoning away. Then i recieved a msg from her saying that she was on 133 and wld be reaching soon. I was on 133 so i turned behind and looked for her, but didnt see her. So i msged her and said that i was also on 133 too! Suddenly, this person sitting directly in front of me turned and started looking behind. LOLS! Guess what?! That person= JIAYI!!! Talk abt coincidence. HA! So we were like getting all excited and going OMG OMG OMG! Ha!

Saturday, March 01, 2008 @ 9:36 pm

Our so-called perfect world, is one thats absolutely fucked up and filled with delusions.

I finally collected my phone! In case you were wondering, i sent it for repairs cause the joystick was giving me problems. Certainly the name doesnt quite coincide with the frustrations it caused. Oh well, but at least it works great now.

Some pictures of the last day tgth as P01. ): Looking at the pictures makes me feel super sad.

KAKA! I MISS YOU OODLES LOADS! ):

P-01 IS THE LOVE

KAMESH! You are such a super weirdo!

LEA! You're nice to talk to!

HAHA! PINGFAN! you're such a funny drama king!

IAN! YOU'RE SO CUTE LA!

LOLS! THIS IS DAMN FUNNY! :D

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Saturday, March 29, 2008 @ 8:41 pm Why try to hold on to something thats already gone? Because life wouldnt be the same without it. Yesterday morning was terrible, but after sch was great. Oh ya, benny's now called wee-wee. When i was in class and i said out loud: i wanna go wee-wee. Apparently, he heard it as i wanna benny, so he stared at me. Oh please! Benny so doesnt sound like wee-wee. And why would i want you?! HAHAS! Met up with BHB-SHAMELESS-SUPER FUNNY-CHUA PING FAN after sch. I just realised he's really tall. It was nice cause i haven seen him, or should i say the p01 people in a long long time. Not surprisingly, he started self praising. "Eh, you know, its dangerous sitting here with me." "why?!" "You might get bashed up as im too good-looking. Cant you see that the girl behind is looking at me?" LOLS! I guess some things never change. But it was great seeing him after so long. And yes, chua ping fan, i miss you yj people, just dont inflate your head and bask in self praise. And the way he eats his burger is super funny! Like a small kid. He picks at the sesame seeds first then eats it super slowly. Like can you imagine, this really tall guy playing with his food?! (see below) Today, had stupid sports carnival, so had to wake up super early. ): But going out with 0814 was fun! We're from griffin house, so we were wearing the house tee with the word 'STRENGTH' on it. Outside wisma, there happened to be this huge thing made of flowers that said 'STRENGTH'. We were practically screaming when we saw it, we even took a picture with it. (see below) We also went starbucks to chit chat cause we had the terrible habit of just halting and standing stationary, irregardless of where we are at that moment, and start to have a conversation. LOLS! Weird looking burger. EEEEE. See la! Look at the mess you made! MUAHAHAS! (: SMILE! Starbucks. Ps. You, yes you, i tried java chip today. Its not bad. back to top?
Tuesday, March 25, 2008 @ 9:58 pm Deja vu. And we just keep going in circles. Oh, i forgot to mention, im student well-being rep. Shesh, in other words, im the class domestic helper. ''When it rains, close the windows. When it snows, get jackets for your classmates.'' School was okay today, but kinda stupid. They gave us a 2hr break but made us end sch at 5.30. So during those 2 hrs, we went j8! Did nth much due to time constrains but lunch at yoshinoya was great. HAHA. I ate faster than christine and puiyoong! Okay, im off to do my physics graph now. Tatahs. Current obsession: pearly soya bean drink from mr. bean. (: back to top?
Monday, March 24, 2008 @ 7:19 pm 4A replay Ytd at kimmie wei's house was great! We had steamboat which was so chaotic. Eddie gan was practically obsessed abt his HEALTHY DIET! He ate almost all the veggies. LOLS. Our table was super noisy. 'Who took my fish?!' 'I want prawn!' Everytime kimmie's mom opened the cover, we would all be ready with our ladles and chopsticks! ''Chiong ah!'' Talk abt being greedy. LOLS. But it was a great meal. The soup was super nice. After we were all fed, we gambled! As usual. What started off as HARMLESS dai di soon progressed to blackjack. Stupid meimei tried to play with some voucher, see below. So he kept saying, ''I bet $50 and 10 cents!'' LOLS! Trying to act tall. (: Obviously, this is NOT a $50 note. Its some voucher from bioskin or smthing given to meimei(jonathan). back to top?
Thursday, March 20, 2008 @ 11:15 pm 0814 makes some noise Today, we celebrated cherie and benny's birthday. Its our first birthday celebration tgth as 0814. Benny got smashed with cream! LOLS. Had 1.6km run today. Im so bloody damn proud of myself, i actually ran all 4 rounds and completed it within 9 min plus! HA! This is called 'i dont wanna be last again' syndrome. But obviously it was crazily exhausting, now i rmb why i hate running so much. Chinese was oodles of fun. The chinese teacher practically gave up on us. The moment we stepped into class, we started talking about bio and its ahem, interesting chpts. Then christine was telling us abt her bio paper which made us laugh so damn hard. We were like self entertaining cause the lesson was hell boring. We even asked cr to sing! Entertainment plus waste time. He was like more than glad to sing cai hong for us. LOLS! Imagine, one and a half hour of listening to some china history, makes me feel like we're taking china studies in chinese(csc) instead of H1 chinese. Sitting with christine, puiyoong, mi mi yan, jiarong (dragon fool junior), renyi and benny is fun! Oh ya, corina brought a bolster to sch today! LOLS! Talk abt bringing your house to sch. Im bringing my bed in future. HA! back to top?
@ 11:14 pm Taboo. The curse i had cast upon oneself. The pain that hurts from inside out, and this time, nth you say would make a difference. And the die has been cast. back to top?
Wednesday, March 19, 2008 @ 4:53 pm Today, i thought of you again. back to top?
Monday, March 17, 2008 @ 7:04 pm I love you, but perhaps just not the way you expected. When our ideals collide. Today's the first day of school! Its okay lah. Nothing big or notable happened. But i wore my new dunks today! LOLS! Im meeting 'chao ah lian' aka jiayi for dinner tmr cause i cant have friday-weekly-dinner with her this wk. But we're gonna eat something good, namely PEPPER LUNCH! Ah lian! I nid to talk to you! ROARS! We're gonna call mt. faber along too! (: back to top?
Friday, March 14, 2008 @ 4:19 pm Cause it just felt so right. Like nth would change even if the sky fell on us. I finally bought my dunks ytd. Its gold and white with a little black, its pretty. Anyway, dinner with jiayi tonight as usual! Friday-weekly-dinner. LOLS! This week its foodcourt. We're abstaining from macs for a while cause its high fat and high sodium! Tatahs, im off to watch my korean drama. Ps. current obsession: baby faced korean guys are damn hot! back to top?
Tuesday, March 11, 2008 @ 12:29 pm LUNCH AT MACS 0814 christine and benny sitting on baby chairs! benny and his son mi mi yan (small eyes) Guojun doing a ronald impersonation. 0814! back to top?
@ 12:13 pm TAGGED BY JIAYI a. List seven habits/quirks/facts about yourself. b. Tag seven people to do the same. c. Do not tag the person who tagged you or say that you tag "whoever wants to do it". 1. I dont like taking public transport and often wish that i can teleport home. 2. I try to eat jelly at least once a day, namely marigold peach jelly. 3. When i am on the bus, i sometimes fear that the person sitting behind me would take a pair of scissors and cut my hair. 4. I have 2 bolsters, 5 pillows and 2 blankets on my single-size bed. 5. I once finished two tubs of Häagen-Dazs green tea ice cream within half an hour. 6. Im terrible at badminton, ask anyone close to me, they'll know. 7. I ABSOLUTELY HATE to run, hence i barely pass my 2.4km every year. Tag: amy, boonie, crystal, jiaqi, sera, kimmie wei and liern. back to top?
Friday, March 07, 2008 @ 11:38 pm When the smiles just wont come through, when the lies fail to conceal the inner most emotions. The fairytale of all tragic tales. Today is the second day of the level camp. It turned out okay i suppose. I feel damn tired, my eyes hurt and my shoulders ache. ROAR! But lunch break was really fun. The whole bunch of us went to the nearby macs and made a lot of noise! AS USUAL! HAHAS! We even took pics with 'RONALD' our new classmate! LOLS! Will post them up another time, am so tired. NIGHTS! (: back to top?
Thursday, March 06, 2008 @ 10:25 pm when the pain hurts from inside out in reminiscence of good times. Today is one of those days that i miss P01 more than ever. Eating in the canteen, carrying out activities and just chit chatting. The once daily routine has now become a luxury sorely missed. If only we could just stay tgth, I wonder what things would have turned out like. Every little damn thing reminds me of them. P01 I MISS YOU CRAZY SILLY PEOPLE!! back to top?
Wednesday, March 05, 2008 @ 9:18 pm 0814 is the love Today was quite fun. I guess the class more or less bonded. HA! Thats a good thing. So i guess just let the pictures do the talking. 0814! (: 0814! Without jiarong and guojun.YEAH! back to top?
Tuesday, March 04, 2008 @ 9:46 pm Orientation at ny was okay. It turned out better than i expected lah. There's water games tmr, so i guess it'll be quite fun. HAHAS! Anyway, the main thing that happened today was that jiayi and i were msging, then we decided to meet at amk for a quick chit-chat session. So i was as usual on the bus and stoning away. Then i recieved a msg from her saying that she was on 133 and wld be reaching soon. I was on 133 so i turned behind and looked for her, but didnt see her. So i msged her and said that i was also on 133 too! Suddenly, this person sitting directly in front of me turned and started looking behind. LOLS! Guess what?! That person= *JIAYI!!!* Talk abt coincidence. HA! So we were like getting all excited and going OMG OMG OMG! Ha! back to top?
Saturday, March 01, 2008 @ 9:36 pm Our so-called perfect world, is one thats absolutely fucked up and filled with delusions. I finally collected my phone! In case you were wondering, i sent it for repairs cause the joystick was giving me problems. Certainly the name doesnt quite coincide with the frustrations it caused. Oh well, but at least it works great now. Some pictures of the last day tgth as P01. ): Looking at the pictures makes me feel super sad. KAKA! I MISS YOU OODLES LOADS! ): P-01 IS THE LOVE KAMESH! You are such a super weirdo! LEA! You're nice to talk to! HAHA! PINGFAN! you're such a funny drama king! IAN! YOU'RE SO CUTE LA! LOLS! THIS IS DAMN FUNNY! :D back to top?