She dreams of escaping. Of vanishing to a faraway land. Where fairies and gnomes rule the earth, where flying isnt merely a fantasy. For where the forgotten find solace, and where its home for the lost. The haven where tears are merely a prelude to rain, the hideaway abode.

im starting to hate u.
i wonder why.
i guess its juz not possible
to pretend that nth has ever
happened when it has.
unchangeable truth.
its no point self deluding any further
to the extend that is even too painful
to watch.

sitting on the fence~ back to top?

funny how things turn out.
when u were right in front of me, i took u for granted.
i nvr bothered to think twice bout your presence.
faded away.

ur living memory exists in my very soul. back to top?

sat was great fun.
right bao?
hahaha. we went in shopping spree at ripcurl. but i spent more. haha
went ard fantasizing. we were thinking how it wld be if our parents were like say mayb the distributers of roxy n ripcurl. how sweet life wld be. n at ripcurl we saw this daddy who like bought a ripcurl bag for his daughter. n guess wad! his daughter was nt there. he bought it like kinda a surprise for her. he wanted to buy a wallet for her too. but no suitable designs. gosh, n he was also carrying an adidas carrier. wad a lucky gal. bao has started using her new wallet. i only started using the pencil case. still trying to resist the temptation of using tat wallet so quickly. lets see if i have the determination to resist till dec. haha. BAO! tat roxy bag with the keychain is sho bloody nice. but so ex. the neoprints we took were so obscene. oh well. shant fill u in on how obscene they were. let the human imagination do the work. haha. bao bao..have u written the wishlist? haha. the wonderful nike shoes. i told my mummy bout the pink adidas superstar shoes tat we saw at isetan. n she said: u want to buy so expensive shoes?. she also said the same thing as ur mom. " see how lah" bleah! n guess wad both the wallet n pencil case i bought were last piece.haha. oh well. lucky me. i love saddie loads.


dear santa:
i have been a very gd girl this year, i have only one small and simple wish. may i have all the money in the world?

lots of love <3
nicole. back to top?

its nt the same.
no more.
all the memories flowing back to me.
no one noes me better.
no one understands me better than u do.
i nvr thought i wld feel tis way.
but im kinda missing u.
the laughter seems so awkward these days.
nth like before. back to top?