She dreams of escaping. Of vanishing to a faraway land. Where fairies and gnomes rule the earth, where flying isnt merely a fantasy. For where the forgotten find solace, and where its home for the lost. The haven where tears are merely a prelude to rain, the hideaway abode.

i dunno y i did so..
i dunno y i chose to run..
running frm u..
running frm reality..
mayb its time i atone formy deeds..
my wrong doings..
my mistakes..

i din belong there right frm da beginning..
i am an intruder..
an extra..
my thoughtless deed caused unhappiness..
so mayb i shldnt blame others for intruding my other frenship..
cuz mayb its retribution..
i hav no one to blame but myself..
so now i shall atone for my wrong doings..
slowly..but surely..
i hope i will hav tt determination.. back to top?

whoopies..today is friday!
tmr is mai bro's bdae..
hahahahaha..
ytd dance was okay..
had formations n stuff..
haha..poor hanny..
hav to lift me..
hahaha..

liling! u broke my heart!
u r supposed to say " shiok arhx!"
hahahahahahaha..

oh no ms moo
please dun change my seat..
i love hammie too much..
please dun..
i concentrate well wif hammie nxt to me..
tis is destiny!
u cant defy destiny!

lalalalala..
i actually come home aft sch on FRIDAY!
wow..
even i am amazed..
bezner! ur chinese is horrible..
OMG!
oh well..my isnt much bedda..

tts all bahx..goin to eat my sago..
mamamia..

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i wish things wld b the same..
the wounds r ordy there
no matter how hard i try..
they juz cant b washed off..
i wish i cld juz giv up..
n tell u its over..
but i cant..
the attachment is ordy there..
u r a piece of my past present n future.
i cant move on n leave u behind..
no more..
no longer..

although u hav made it very clear
i still hav doubts..
low self confidence?
or little confidence in u..
perhaps u hav let me down too many times..
the wound is embedded in my heart..
nth u say wld b able to gain back
tt trust we once shared..
i dun wan to get hurt once more..

sumtimes i wonder..
are my tears worth u?
will u stand by me in times of need?
will u be there for me?
will u b my guardian angel?
will u even notice my absence?

send me a clue
send me a sign..
i dun wanna wait endlessly
for sumthing tt will nt arrive...
i wonder sumtimes..
are u toying wif my frenship?
i guess now all i hav is doubts..



*shattered hopes n dreams*

~u weaved tis wonderful fairy tale for me..
but now..u are gonna take it all away..~

although u said very clearly tt day..
i still doubt it..
sumhow
sumday..
i cant bring myself to trust u fully..
i dun want to pin too high hopes..
only to find them dashed sumday..
im afraid of getting hurt again..
i dun wan to shed tears over u eva again..

are u realli tt heartless..
u claim nt..n say tt im over sensitive..
probably cuz i hav lost my faith in u..
u used to be my saviour..
my sunshine gal..
now..~~~
all i hav to say is tt i love u..

wonder if tt wld come back to me.. back to top?

hiaz..having sore throat. .
so stayyed at hme lorhx..
spent da morning talking to menshing
an equally sick fellow patient..
honestlly..
he can really gossip..
haha.. =))

ms moo called at bout 8.40..
was still sleeping..
blardie fone woke me up..
she call so early for wad..
nvm..at least she cares..

hey huimin..
i sent da fotos to lam for u le..
i sent a blind carbon copy to u..
only 3 pics..
send da rest to u sum
other time kaes?

tts all bahx..oh ya..there is a sickness bug
in our klass..
dropping on kids like fleas..
takke carre
liling n menshing.. back to top?

lalala..today had eng test..
report writing..
totally unprepared..shit..

hey liling..thx for da bracelet..
haha muacks..
tt greeny paper wif me rite?
haha..

muji terence n bezner!!
zanariah say do tt wad thingie..
we doin wad arhx?
tml onlie gt 20mins..
aft tt muz present..
shucks..totally unprepared again.
wah..my throat..
according to menshing..
it sounds like a guy's voice..
*shrieks*
summore tml muz be da wad fairy..
wah piang..
my VOICE!!!
arhx!!

tml cant go for ballet..
oh well..
instead muz go wad rehersal..
i will rather go home..
home to mai bed..
oh well..
i dun hav a choice..

well tts all bahx..byee..
i cant talk. back to top?

here again..sianx..
scenery is getting nicer n nicer
dun u agree
liling n hammie?
haha..sure tink so..
yuppz..
things are fine at sch..
nth much..nth less..
typical day..
=BORING day
went com lab n stuff..
went mac wif liling n baoz..
then they realised tt they stayed very near
each other..haha..
n TAN LILING!! stop staring at me in tt manner okae!!
i will gorge out ur dear eyeballs outa their sockets..
hahahaha..jkjk..
i noe wad u r hinting.
argh!!!!
anyway i still lurve ya loads..

kaes..tts all..hope tt rumour dissapears.. back to top?

wah!! no no no! pls dun ask me if i like him or nt!! there is nth btween us..juz NORMAL klassmates, school mates. dun tink too much..he is he..i am i.. dun mix up! his prob..go pester n disturb him..nt mai business..dun ask me weird stuff..freakie..arhx!!! its no one's fault, no one's prob. i guess juz let nature take its course..~~~~~~g0d blast u. haha

tuday dance was quite fun..doin tt carry thingie wif hannie..so paiseh..make ur hand so red! sorrie! sobx.. haha.. hope tt we cant do it bedda nxt time! i will bring cream nxt time..haha.. pointe shoe was quite streneous..but quite a different experience. but once ms chua said can remove liaox we all literally plong on da floor n remove..haha..pain lah..hehe =)

yea..tts bout all bahx..a day into mai life..haha..yupps.. back to top?

arhx! so darn freaked out!
nt true nt true! wah!!
rumours are nt true!
shittalised arhx!!
nvm..i shall be calm n composed..
breathe in breathe out..

okae..now i fell bedda..






mAi deAr
rmb to tell me to make mai day hor!
tml everyday 1 info..
nt a lot bahx..
haha..wah..
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hammie is so cute..hahaha..
chi0 too..
gt guy like worx!
lucky lucky..
haha..
thx for helping me do mai stuff hor! lurff ya loads..
liling n liern! chill out!
*shrieks*
no need to b so tensed up by guys!
juz breathe in n breathe out hahahaha
u need me to giv u both mouth to mouth?
hahahahahaahahahahah
oways willing to provide help ya noe..
u 2 dun worrie..
ur les fren here will oways b willing to help u kaes..
smile chio bu..
if u worry too much will hav wrinkles n fine lines leh..
then nt chio liaox..
so smile 0ways..haha
g0d blast ya..

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damn you..
u tink u are so innocent dun u..
stop acting pathetic..
cuz it sucks..
stop telling the whole world u cried..
i cried 3 times in japan..
wads a little tear u shed..
wad u did hurt me even more..
did that even occur to u?
i guess not..
u were too busy satisfying your own sadistic needs..
dun even think bout laying ur flithy hands
on mai best fren..
i meant every word i said to u ytd..
wether u blieve it or nt..
tts ur business..
no point denying urself the truth..
ur nt tt welcum ya noe..
i guess u enjoy disrupting ppl's lives..
well..tts wad bitches do best..
u muz hav had a course on it on sumthing..
ur nt as pretty as u tink..
ur nt as popular as u tink..
ur eyes are nt as big as u tink they are..
cuz for ur info..
when u try to STRETCH them..
u look so typically SHOCKED n CONSTIPATED..
face it..
they ARE small..
let me tell u..
u r horrible..
terrible..
idiotfied..
bitchified..
hypocritified..
spastified..
sadistified..
fcukinfied..
u shittalised bitch..
ur such a spoilt brat ya noe..
mayb its time tt things shld NOT go ur way..
u made me cry..
so i guess wad goes around..
comes around..
an eye for an eye..
watch ur back~













crap u. shit u. fcuk u. damn u. ass u. back to top?