tulips in my head

She dreams of escaping. Of vanishing to a faraway land. Where fairies and gnomes rule the earth, where flying isnt merely a fantasy. For where the forgotten find solace, and where its home for the lost. The haven where tears are merely a prelude to rain, the hideaway abode.

Saturday, August 30, 2008 @ 6:18 pm

Went out with jiayi ytd to buy nice nice stationary. At taka, we saw some really nice berets paigeboy caps so were we like trying them on and camwhoring. We were on our way home when crazy mummy asked me to join her in orchard despite cooking dinner at home. Shesh. Sorry jiayi for psing you! okay, im off to watch teevee.

Monday, August 25, 2008 @ 6:33 pm

Thinking of promos make me feel like blah, rahh, roar, eeeks, bleah. Im like in absolutely no mood. As in like i try to study but it makes me feel so drained. Anyway, next wk are the hols so im hoping to get some productive studying done. Tatahs, im off to study.
Just not perfect enough.

Thursday, August 21, 2008 @ 9:38 pm

Im sorry i've disappeared for so long! Have been really busy. Will prolly be for the next few wks until promos are over. Dinner tmr with jiayi! Lets eat macs! Its been long since we did. :D BTW i wanna go japan! LOL! So random. I wanna buy hello kitty stuff! I know its bimbotic and everything, but but but i think its nice! LOL. I think you must be gng like OH MY GAWD! HAHA! Alrighties, im off to do wr. Tatahs.
How long do you intend to remain pissed at me?

Tuesday, August 12, 2008 @ 9:27 pm

Gleeful? Absolutely.
Its not because i still love you, its cause i just hate losing.
Frustration, self induced.

Wednesday, August 06, 2008 @ 9:06 pm

The ideal one, moulded to perfection.

Tuesday, August 05, 2008 @ 9:02 pm

Was blog surfing just now, and came across this in jiayi's blog. http://6plus1.blogspot.com/search/label/secondary%204 Now that i look at those pics, i really miss those days. We look so young! At that time, i actually thought life would become better in jc, cause i mean its another exciting phase in life afterall. But silly me, i didnt realise that hell a lot of things would change. I miss ver, damn hell lot. Though she's in the same sch, i barely see her. We dont get to play ard and laugh tgth anymore. The crazy one who brings out the kid in me. I miss jiayi, a lot. I miss video calling her when she's sick, and poking fun of her. The funny one with her stories and idol dramas discussions along with the hua chi. I miss having eddie gan ard. The silly toot who's out of control with his madness, the intellectual one who'll listen to me. Actually to be honest the one i miss most is definitely ver, cause i still go out with gan and jiayi. From sitting tgth buddies to mere hi bye friends. It breaks my heart when i see her looking tired and washed-out. Damn, okay nicole, back to reality. Snap out of it.

@ 7:32 pm

Upset? Yes.
Disappointed? Uh huh.
Pissed off? DUH.
And its times like these that make me feel so small.
The days i question my existance, my purpose and my worth.
Where everything seems to be gng wrong, and i cant help but feel so moronic.
I cant sleep.

Sunday, August 03, 2008 @ 8:32 pm

Even if it hurts like shit, or cry myself to sleep, its none of your business.
You asshole.

@ 2:24 pm

Life is such a bitch.

Friday, August 01, 2008 @ 10:54 pm

HAHAHA. When jiayi eddie and i were having our friday weekly dinner, we were making some jokes abt eddie, so this is what came out of it. This is really classic. In nyjc where hot guys are an obscure rarity, my dear friend eddie gan stands out from the crowd. Through still not that hot, i think he makes the mark. Compared to the eddie of those days, he looks like hell much better now. But if you there thinks he's hot? THINK AGAIN.

credits to cuso6ex

HAHAHAH! Gan i swear all the girls in nanyang will be frightened by your rubber face abilities. :D

Anyway, this afternoon at amk primary was blah. It was okay i suppose. Not fantastic, but it made me think of primary school a lot. We even went to eat its canteen food! NOT TOO BAD! But we had to stand in the hot sun and im getting so tan. Oh man, im damn tired. Like i was practically dragging my feet on the way home and at the same time dreading getting into the lift alone! ): And apparently jr has developed the terrible habit of laughing at me. Few days back, in chinese lesson, someone mentioned something abt dandelions. Jr went to pronouce it as dan-da-li-ons. Thinking it was pronounced the same way as goldlion, i went to correct him saying it was dan-de-lions. When christine corrected me, he threw his hands up in such jubilant manner and was like half laughing half cheering in a way we've never seen before. Shesh.

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Saturday, August 30, 2008 @ 6:18 pm Went out with jiayi ytd to buy nice nice stationary. At taka, we saw some really nice berets paigeboy caps so were we like trying them on and camwhoring. We were on our way home when crazy mummy asked me to join her in orchard despite cooking dinner at home. Shesh. Sorry jiayi for psing you! okay, im off to watch teevee. back to top?
Monday, August 25, 2008 @ 6:33 pm Thinking of promos make me feel like blah, rahh, roar, eeeks, bleah. Im like in absolutely no mood. As in like i try to study but it makes me feel so drained. Anyway, next wk are the hols so im hoping to get some productive studying done. Tatahs, im off to study. Just not perfect enough. back to top?
Thursday, August 21, 2008 @ 9:38 pm Im sorry i've disappeared for so long! Have been really busy. Will prolly be for the next few wks until promos are over. Dinner tmr with jiayi! Lets eat macs! Its been long since we did. :D BTW i wanna go japan! LOL! So random. I wanna buy hello kitty stuff! I know its bimbotic and everything, but but but i think its nice! LOL. I think you must be gng like OH MY GAWD! HAHA! Alrighties, im off to do wr. Tatahs. How long do you intend to remain pissed at me? back to top?
Tuesday, August 12, 2008 @ 9:27 pm Gleeful? Absolutely. Its not because i still love you, its cause i just hate losing. Frustration, self induced. back to top?
Wednesday, August 06, 2008 @ 9:06 pm The ideal one, moulded to perfection. back to top?
Tuesday, August 05, 2008 @ 9:02 pm Was blog surfing just now, and came across this in jiayi's blog. http://6plus1.blogspot.com/search/label/secondary%204 Now that i look at those pics, i really miss those days. We look so young! At that time, i actually thought life would become better in jc, cause i mean its another exciting phase in life afterall. But silly me, i didnt realise that hell a lot of things would change. I miss ver, damn hell lot. Though she's in the same sch, i barely see her. We dont get to play ard and laugh tgth anymore. The crazy one who brings out the kid in me. I miss jiayi, a lot. I miss video calling her when she's sick, and poking fun of her. The funny one with her stories and idol dramas discussions along with the hua chi. I miss having eddie gan ard. The silly toot who's out of control with his madness, the intellectual one who'll listen to me. Actually to be honest the one i miss most is definitely ver, cause i still go out with gan and jiayi. From sitting tgth buddies to mere hi bye friends. It breaks my heart when i see her looking tired and washed-out. Damn, okay nicole, back to reality. Snap out of it. back to top?
@ 7:32 pm Upset? Yes. Disappointed? Uh huh. Pissed off? DUH. And its times like these that make me feel so small. The days i question my existance, my purpose and my worth. Where everything seems to be gng wrong, and i cant help but feel so moronic. I cant sleep. back to top?
Sunday, August 03, 2008 @ 8:32 pm Even if it hurts like shit, or cry myself to sleep, its none of your business. You asshole. back to top?
@ 2:24 pm Life is such a bitch. back to top?
Friday, August 01, 2008 @ 10:54 pm HAHAHA. When jiayi eddie and i were having our friday weekly dinner, we were making some jokes abt eddie, so this is what came out of it. This is really classic. In nyjc where hot guys are an obscure rarity, my dear friend eddie gan stands out from the crowd. Through still not that hot, i think he makes the mark. Compared to the eddie of those days, he looks like hell much better now. But if you there thinks he's hot? THINK AGAIN. credits to cuso6ex HAHAHAH! Gan i swear all the girls in nanyang will be frightened by your rubber face abilities. :D Anyway, this afternoon at amk primary was blah. It was okay i suppose. Not fantastic, but it made me think of primary school a lot. We even went to eat its canteen food! NOT TOO BAD! But we had to stand in the hot sun and im getting so tan. Oh man, im damn tired. Like i was practically dragging my feet on the way home and at the same time dreading getting into the lift alone! ): And apparently jr has developed the terrible habit of laughing at me. Few days back, in chinese lesson, someone mentioned something abt dandelions. Jr went to pronouce it as dan-da-li-ons. Thinking it was pronounced the same way as goldlion, i went to correct him saying it was dan-de-lions. When christine corrected me, he threw his hands up in such jubilant manner and was like half laughing half cheering in a way we've never seen before. Shesh. back to top?