tulips in my head

She dreams of escaping. Of vanishing to a faraway land. Where fairies and gnomes rule the earth, where flying isnt merely a fantasy. For where the forgotten find solace, and where its home for the lost. The haven where tears are merely a prelude to rain, the hideaway abode.

Tuesday, April 29, 2008 @ 7:38 pm

Now what happens?
I only saw you once today.
I guess this is God's way of telling me to move on.
Stare, smile, turn away, forget.
If it was so easy, then why does it hurt so much.

Monday, April 28, 2008 @ 9:40 pm

@ 8:23 pm

The answer to that question, i think i'll never know.
Dont look at me like that, know your limits and where your priorities stand.
And i'll never think of you again.

Sunday, April 27, 2008 @ 9:24 pm

So now its my fault?
That i cant let you go,
and that i cant help
but think about you all the time.
The floodgate of memories.

@ 1:57 pm

Farewell mr exhibitionist.

Because you guys make chinese class fun.

@ 12:31 pm

Even though i try not to,
i cant help but think about you sometimes.
My past, a fragment of the future.

Saturday, April 26, 2008 @ 6:38 pm

The fragility of it all,
and i watched you slip away.

Friday, April 25, 2008 @ 11:29 pm

I absolutely adore talking to jiayi.

Thursday, April 24, 2008 @ 7:58 pm

I saw you, so many times today.
May the plane go round and round.

Wednesday, April 23, 2008 @ 7:07 pm

But all i know is your name.
You're the one who can make my heart beat
faster and slower at the same time.

Tuesday, April 22, 2008 @ 9:27 pm

I saw you today. 3 times.
And i dont even know how your voice sounds.

Monday, April 21, 2008 @ 8:11 pm

I just think you're really cute.
You give me a reason to go to sch.
Amidst all the shit,
all i need is your smile.

@ 7:36 pm

When they said that time would heal all wounds,
they lied.
I saw the hurt in your eyes,
but your expression rendered me helpless.
I guess this time,
no amt of apologies would make it right.
We screwed up what probably was the last time im going to see you.

Saturday, April 19, 2008 @ 7:41 pm

Saw this on jacinth's blog, and i realised that i really miss P-01 hell loads. Even though pae has ended so long ago, but the memories we shared tgth as a class just dont fade away with time. Skipping class, going out, eating tgth, laughing, having fun, and simply enjoying the company. And it seemed like just not too long ago. Although everyone has since moved on and now have new lives, but p01 lives in my heart. If only we stayed on tgth.

And i cant help but miss you guys so much.

@ 6:51 pm

Because it mattered, a lot.

Thursday, April 17, 2008 @ 11:21 pm

I SUDDENLY MISS KAKA. ):
You big, crazy, hooligan who's oh so damn cute and nice to talk to.

@ 11:04 pm

Move along, move on.
But why is it that i seem to be going in circles?
And when the perfect world slips away into oblivion.

Monday, April 14, 2008 @ 9:04 pm

Because what you say would make the difference.
I just need the golden word.
And the whirlwind of emotions strike.

@ 8:57 pm

Cause boy, you left such an impression i just couldnt forget.

Jiayi I LOVE YOU (: I dunno, talking to you felt good. Thanks for meeting up for luncher even though you're super busy and tired. Jiayi= vitamin C for the soul. I feel better now.

JIAYI IS THE LOVE

Sunday, April 13, 2008 @ 7:20 pm

And this time i dont give a fuck
about what you think anymore.

@ 4:51 pm

The escapist.
And what was i supposed to do?
Its not the first time.
And she'll cry in the midst of the silent nights.

Saturday, April 12, 2008 @ 2:50 pm

Im not going to cry,
cause you told me not to.
Im not going to say it hurts,
cause i know you wouldnt want me to.
But this time its different.
It hurts so much,
i cant even pretend it doesnt matter anymore.

Friday, April 11, 2008 @ 7:49 pm

Because you took my smile away.

I absolutely adore chinese lessons. LOLS! Cause they're so bloody fun. Wed's chinese lesson at the geog room was like super hilarious. In the geog room, we sit on roller chairs instead of the usual fixed chairs. Apparently chuanren felt lonely without his pal zhicheng ard and decided to harass the other guys! LOLS. Simon and boon hao were practically cornered by him. Apparently he thought it was super amusing to roll them ard and follow them. HA!

P.s i really really wanna go perth. Pretty please?

Monday, April 07, 2008 @ 8:06 pm

My friend, the stranger.

Im looking forward to tmr! Cause its half day! Honestly, without occasional perks like this for me to look forward to, i think i would just die going to sch. Im meeting jiayi for luncher (lunch/dinner) this wed cause we cant have our friday weekly dinner due to her orientation camp.

Thursday, April 03, 2008 @ 6:55 pm

Farewell mon amour. cause i simply dont have a choice do i?

Having chinese lessons simply make my day. As in obviously i DONT enjoy the chinese part of it but i adore the talking, laughing and goofing ard with the usual tablemates. Zhi cheng joined us today though. I was saying that pearly soya bean is super nice and he quipped that drinking soya bean increases your front assets. Apparently, his friend is a C-cup and she claims that she drinks A LOT of soya bean, probabaly the reason for her more than ample assets. LOLS. And there we have jiayi who says that papaya works better. HAHAS! Im meeting jiayi tmr for movie and a visit back to mf. (:

Wednesday, April 02, 2008 @ 7:28 pm

Slap me lah. Dammit. Im feeling terribly emo and melancholic. ROAR! The only thing thats keeping me going is the thought that im going to meet jiayi on fri to watch movie and go back mf. Shesh. Makes me wonder why i went jc in the first place.

@ 7:19 pm

Run away. The one with the cute crinkly eyes and the megawatt smile. The one who makes my day. And im not missing you.

Tuesday, April 01, 2008 @ 8:13 pm

I thought of you, again. When will it stop? The pain that hurts from inside out, that makes me cringe at mere thoughts.

@ 7:53 pm

The words she said that crumbled the perfect world.

Cause it was nice having you around, and weird without you there. This time its different for the female lead has been replaced. Goodbye my love.

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Tuesday, April 29, 2008 @ 7:38 pm Now what happens? I only saw you once today. I guess this is God's way of telling me to move on. Stare, smile, turn away, forget. If it was so easy, then why does it hurt so much. back to top?
Monday, April 28, 2008 @ 9:40 pm back to top?
@ 8:23 pm The answer to that question, i think i'll never know. Dont look at me like that, know your limits and where your priorities stand. And i'll never think of you again. back to top?
Sunday, April 27, 2008 @ 9:24 pm So now its my fault? That i cant let you go, and that i cant help but think about you all the time. The floodgate of memories. back to top?
@ 1:57 pm Farewell mr exhibitionist. Because you guys make chinese class fun. back to top?
@ 12:31 pm Even though i try not to, i cant help but think about you sometimes. My past, a fragment of the future. back to top?
Saturday, April 26, 2008 @ 6:38 pm The fragility of it all, and i watched you slip away. back to top?
Friday, April 25, 2008 @ 11:29 pm I absolutely adore talking to jiayi. back to top?
Thursday, April 24, 2008 @ 7:58 pm I saw you, so many times today. May the plane go round and round. back to top?
Wednesday, April 23, 2008 @ 7:07 pm But all i know is your name. You're the one who can make my heart beat faster and slower at the same time. back to top?
Tuesday, April 22, 2008 @ 9:27 pm I saw you today. 3 times. And i dont even know how your voice sounds. back to top?
Monday, April 21, 2008 @ 8:11 pm I just think you're really cute. You give me a reason to go to sch. Amidst all the shit, all i need is your smile. back to top?
@ 7:36 pm When they said that time would heal all wounds, they lied. I saw the hurt in your eyes, but your expression rendered me helpless. I guess this time, no amt of apologies would make it right. We screwed up what probably was the last time im going to see you. back to top?
Saturday, April 19, 2008 @ 7:41 pm Saw this on jacinth's blog, and i realised that i really miss P-01 hell loads. Even though pae has ended so long ago, but the memories we shared tgth as a class just dont fade away with time. Skipping class, going out, eating tgth, laughing, having fun, and simply enjoying the company. And it seemed like just not too long ago. Although everyone has since moved on and now have new lives, but p01 lives in my heart. If only we stayed on tgth. And i cant help but miss you guys so much. back to top?
@ 6:51 pm Because it mattered, a lot. back to top?
Thursday, April 17, 2008 @ 11:21 pm I SUDDENLY MISS KAKA. ): You big, crazy, hooligan who's oh so damn cute and nice to talk to. back to top?
@ 11:04 pm Move along, move on. But why is it that i seem to be going in circles? And when the perfect world slips away into oblivion. back to top?
Monday, April 14, 2008 @ 9:04 pm Because what you say would make the difference. I just need the golden word. And the whirlwind of emotions strike. back to top?
@ 8:57 pm Cause boy, you left such an impression i just couldnt forget. Jiayi I LOVE YOU (: I dunno, talking to you felt good. Thanks for meeting up for luncher even though you're super busy and tired. Jiayi= vitamin C for the soul. I feel better now. JIAYI IS THE LOVE back to top?
Sunday, April 13, 2008 @ 7:20 pm And this time i dont give a fuck about what you think anymore. back to top?
@ 4:51 pm The escapist. And what was i supposed to do? Its not the first time. And she'll cry in the midst of the silent nights. back to top?
Saturday, April 12, 2008 @ 2:50 pm Im not going to cry, cause you told me not to. Im not going to say it hurts, cause i know you wouldnt want me to. But this time its different. It hurts so much, i cant even pretend it doesnt matter anymore. back to top?
Friday, April 11, 2008 @ 7:49 pm Because you took my smile away. I absolutely adore chinese lessons. LOLS! Cause they're so bloody fun. Wed's chinese lesson at the geog room was like super hilarious. In the geog room, we sit on roller chairs instead of the usual fixed chairs. Apparently chuanren felt lonely without his pal zhicheng ard and decided to harass the other guys! LOLS. Simon and boon hao were practically cornered by him. Apparently he thought it was super amusing to roll them ard and follow them. HA! P.s i really really wanna go perth. Pretty please? back to top?
Monday, April 07, 2008 @ 8:06 pm My friend, the stranger. Im looking forward to tmr! Cause its half day! Honestly, without occasional perks like this for me to look forward to, i think i would just die going to sch. Im meeting jiayi for luncher (lunch/dinner) this wed cause we cant have our friday weekly dinner due to her orientation camp. back to top?
Thursday, April 03, 2008 @ 6:55 pm Farewell mon amour. cause i simply dont have a choice do i? Having chinese lessons simply make my day. As in obviously i DONT enjoy the chinese part of it but i adore the talking, laughing and goofing ard with the usual tablemates. Zhi cheng joined us today though. I was saying that pearly soya bean is super nice and he quipped that drinking soya bean increases your front assets. Apparently, his friend is a C-cup and she claims that she drinks A LOT of soya bean, probabaly the reason for her more than ample assets. LOLS. And there we have jiayi who says that papaya works better. HAHAS! Im meeting jiayi tmr for movie and a visit back to mf. (: back to top?
Wednesday, April 02, 2008 @ 7:28 pm Slap me lah. Dammit. Im feeling terribly emo and melancholic. ROAR! The only thing thats keeping me going is the thought that im going to meet jiayi on fri to watch movie and go back mf. Shesh. Makes me wonder why i went jc in the first place. back to top?
@ 7:19 pm Run away. The one with the cute crinkly eyes and the megawatt smile. The one who makes my day. And im not missing you. back to top?
Tuesday, April 01, 2008 @ 8:13 pm I thought of you, again. When will it stop? The pain that hurts from inside out, that makes me cringe at mere thoughts. back to top?
@ 7:53 pm The words she said that crumbled the perfect world. Cause it was nice having you around, and weird without you there. This time its different for the female lead has been replaced. Goodbye my love. back to top?