tulips in my head

She dreams of escaping. Of vanishing to a faraway land. Where fairies and gnomes rule the earth, where flying isnt merely a fantasy. For where the forgotten find solace, and where its home for the lost. The haven where tears are merely a prelude to rain, the hideaway abode.

Friday, February 29, 2008 @ 11:33 pm

all over again. im tired and just want out.

0814's not bad! Bur I still miss the fun good-ol P01 had cause its such a sporting and fab class! 0814 is okay, i guess i cant help but compare it to P01 to some extent. DANG! We badly NEED a P01 outing yahhs? *hint hint*

Thursday, February 28, 2008 @ 7:40 pm

this is when every bloody damn thing reminds me of you. the everlasting emotional attachment.

I miss yjc! I miss P01 A LOT! ): Yes, nyjc is great, but i still miss yj loads. Actually more like he people at yj. HA! I miss sitting in the LT's with the p01 people and sitting at the table outside the general office just chatting and wasting time [btw, the table is gone, they took it away ): ]. I miss the environment, its pathetic yes, but its where holds the fab pae memories of beloved og10 and P01.

Wednesday, February 27, 2008 @ 5:04 pm

I GOT INTO NY!
Whoopies. At least now i'll be with kiesha and verine. I'll still miss yj though.
ps. please let crystal get in too!

Friday, February 22, 2008 @ 1:00 pm

In the perfect world, four's the number of happiness. In the screwed up world, im all alone.

Should i stay in yishun? If ny accepts my appeal, should i accept it? Even if i go ny, things might not go how i want them to be. I might not even be able to take 4h2. Damn, this sucks.

Tuesday, February 19, 2008 @ 5:01 pm

it would be a lie to say im not upset.

I know, you must be wondering:"what school did nicole get posted to?" well, i got posted into yishun, but im appealing into ny. After submitting my application to appeal, i actually felt like 'dang! I should have just accepted fate and go yishun. ' ROAR. I think daddy and mummy actually wouldnt mind me staying there but, i dunno la. Damn. Lets just see how the appeal goes. PRAY I GET IN SO I WOULDNT HAVE TO THINK ABT IT ANYMORE. JUST LET ME GET INTO NY AND I WONT THINK ABT YISHUN EVER AGAIN!

Sunday, February 17, 2008 @ 1:03 pm

when the perfect world isnt so perfect afterall. where do lost souls go?

As usual, i ponned (loved) sch on fri. HAHAS. Turns out that i've never attended a single fri of sch oweing to the fact that there are lessons for every bloody damn subject im taking. Instead, i spent the whole day watching nodame cantabile on the lovely computer. Tmr's the 2nd last day at yj if i get into ny. Thats kinda sad, cause that means there'll be no more P-01! AWWW. And no more bullying of the ever nice-to-bully zhihao. SAD!! Anyway, i finally bought 'my sister's keeper' ytd and i met kaka when i was having lunch!

PS. current obsession: palmistry

Tuesday, February 12, 2008 @ 7:57 pm

i choose not to. cause the pain would pierce through and kill in the quietest moments.

We finally went sch today! LOLS. I had to like drag myself out of bed. I so wanted to sleep some more. But! nevertheless, i still went sch. ): Stepped on maurice's shoe today, and i think he was pissed, so SORRY MAURICE!

Okay! im off to do up my essay. ):

Friday, February 08, 2008 @ 11:39 pm

JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says:
ni 4 time wo!
JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says:
muahahs
100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says:
AHH
100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says:
I WHERE GOT?!
JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says:
edmund, pingfan and the wad ka...??? wadeva name la
JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says:
hehes
100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says:
AHH!!
100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says:
eeeee
100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says:
ewwww
JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says:
muahahhas
JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says:
hehes
JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says:
learn from pingfan's drama mama
JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says:
hahahas
ehe 100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says:
HAHAHAS
100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says:
so you going with them on v day?
JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says:
they are liek saying i will pangseh them later =.=
JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says:
*like
JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says:
diaoz
JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says:
lol
100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says:
why?
100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says:
cause got ***?
JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says:
lols
JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says:
dont care la
100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says:
hmm
JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says:
i alrdy say that we are IMPOSSIBLE liao
JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says:
lol
100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says:
if you going with them then prob i go with sha they all lorh
100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says:
ps me
100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says:
):
JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says:
wad?!
JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says:
qin ai de!
JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says:
lols
100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says:
hahas
JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says:
come along la
JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says:
also can la
100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says:
GT TWO GUYS JIO YOU OUT LEHS
JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says:
confirm that day BU JI MO lol
100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says:
I JEALOUS
100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says:
):
JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says:
ur head la
100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says:
ME AND SHA GO FOR OUR LONELY V DAY
100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says:
):
JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says:
ni 4time wo leh, i more jealous lol
100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says:
NOW U GOT 2 SHUAI GE LEHS
100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says:
I ONLY GOT MY LESBIAN FRIEND
JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says:
where got shuai ge?
JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says:
diaoz!
100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says:
ONE SO CALLED SHUAI AND ONE CUTE LA
100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says:
lols
JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says:
=.=
JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says:
hahas!
JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says:
impossible la, we are good frens only la
100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says:
I JEALOUS!
100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says:
I DONT CARE
JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says:
i jio u out la!
100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says:
I WANT BREAK UP WITH YOU
JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says:
aiyo
100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says:
):
JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says:
T^T
JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says:
ni 4time wo hai ya gen wo fen shou? T^T
JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says:
*yao
100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says:
I PS THEM GO V DAY WITH YOU LEHS
100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says:
BUT GOT 2 GUYS JIO YOU
JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says:
awww
JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says:
so sorry
JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says:
i jio u also wad
JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says:
lols
JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says:
aiyo this is getting so LAME *
JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says:
zzz
100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says:
I DONT WANT GO AND AFFECT YOUR DATE WITH THEM LA
JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says:
hahas
JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says:
walau T^T
JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says:
im deaf le
100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says:
lols
JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says:
dont shout liao
JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says:
OK LA
100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says:
IM LIKE AS DRAMA AS PINGFAN
JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says:
I JIO U GO OUT TOO LA
100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says:
!!!
100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says:
WA
100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says:
3 TIMER!
JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says:
YEA YEA WE LEARN FROM HIM
JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says:
WHERE GOT?!
JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says:
T^T
JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says:
IM ALL ALONE LOR
100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says:
ME SHERMAN AND WJ
JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says:
SADDED
100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says:
WOAH
100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says:
NOT BAD AH MS LU
JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says:
NI 4 TIME WO AH ZZZ
100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says:
LOLS
100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says:
NO LORH
JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says:
HEHES
100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says:
JUST YI JIAO TA SI CHUAN
JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says:
T^T WHERE GOT?
JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says:
SOB YUAN WANG AH!
JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says:
*SO DRAMA omg zzz
JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says:
hahas
100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says:
lols!
100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says:
pingfan drama lessons part 1
JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says:
hahahahs!

LOLS! JIAYI AND I ARE SO DRAMA! SEE LA PINGFAN! ALL YOUR FAULT!

@ 10:31 pm

if only. the infinite possibilities. honey, if only you knew.

Went to watch kungfu dunk today. (dont kill me jiayi! my mom bought tix! x.x) Its really not bad. But they really shouldnt have chosen the other two actors. Reason being that they're so damn bloody good looking, esp the brown hair guy. GOSH, he totally stole all the limelight from jay chou who obviously aint the most dashing guy ard. I was like practically looking at him more than jay chou throughout the whole show. HEES. SO HOT! Oh ya! This morning, i was having breakfast at the coffee bean at wheelock place. Since it was outdoor it had ceiling fans going at high speed. Apparently, some dumb bird wasnt using its brains or something, and went too near to it. It got decapitated and the whole body went flying towards the counter. Its head was lying on the floor and there was feathers all over the place and in my tea! ROAR! So gross!

Kimmie wei house visiting on sun! I asked ver to bring twister so we can play! WHEE. Do we need to bring oranges?

Tuesday, February 05, 2008 @ 10:44 pm

THE FIVE THINGS YOU CAN DO AT AMK HUB
1) Go to the shop TOP20 and find the top20 ugliest clothes.
2) Spot as many little miss tshirts as you can.
3) Spot the ugliest colour of skinny jeans worn by guys.
4) Go to the shop JUST2U, stand outside and laugh. JUST2EWW you mean?
5) Sit down with a pal and think of 5 things to do at amk hub!

HAHAHAS! Jiayi! we're geniuses! (:

Friday, February 01, 2008 @ 8:39 pm

You say this time its different, but really?

The drinks uncle at the coffee shop opp was really really nice, he treated the power rangers to orange juice! THANKS UNCLE! Had lunch with stal, sera, ah qi and ken today. Was nice cause its been a really really long since we hung out. I really miss mayflower! Never thought that I would. The surroundings felt damn familiar, it was like coming home after a long holiday.

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Friday, February 29, 2008 @ 11:33 pm all over again. im tired and just want out. 0814's not bad! Bur I still miss the fun good-ol P01 had cause its such a sporting and fab class! 0814 is okay, i guess i cant help but compare it to P01 to some extent. DANG! We badly NEED a P01 outing yahhs? hint hint back to top?
Thursday, February 28, 2008 @ 7:40 pm this is when every bloody damn thing reminds me of you. the everlasting emotional attachment. I miss yjc! I miss P01 A LOT! ): Yes, nyjc is great, but i still miss yj loads. Actually more like he people at yj. HA! I miss sitting in the LT's with the p01 people and sitting at the table outside the general office just chatting and wasting time [btw, the table is *gone*, they took it away ): ]. I miss the environment, its pathetic yes, but its where holds the fab pae memories of beloved og10 and P01. back to top?
Wednesday, February 27, 2008 @ 5:04 pm I GOT INTO NY! Whoopies. At least now i'll be with kiesha and verine. I'll still miss yj though. ps. please let crystal get in too! back to top?
Friday, February 22, 2008 @ 1:00 pm In the perfect world, four's the number of happiness. In the screwed up world, im all alone. Should i stay in yishun? If ny accepts my appeal, should i accept it? Even if i go ny, things might not go how i want them to be. I might not even be able to take 4h2. Damn, this sucks. back to top?
Tuesday, February 19, 2008 @ 5:01 pm it would be a lie to say im not upset. I know, you must be wondering:"what school did nicole get posted to?" well, i got posted into yishun, but im appealing into ny. After submitting my application to appeal, i actually felt like 'dang! I should have just accepted fate and go yishun. ' ROAR. I think daddy and mummy actually wouldnt mind me staying there but, i dunno la. Damn. Lets just see how the appeal goes. PRAY I GET IN SO I WOULDNT HAVE TO THINK ABT IT ANYMORE. JUST LET ME GET INTO NY AND I WONT THINK ABT YISHUN EVER AGAIN! back to top?
Sunday, February 17, 2008 @ 1:03 pm when the perfect world isnt so perfect afterall. where do lost souls go? As usual, i ponned (loved) sch on fri. HAHAS. Turns out that i've never attended a single fri of sch oweing to the fact that there are lessons for every bloody damn subject im taking. Instead, i spent the whole day watching nodame cantabile on the lovely computer. Tmr's the 2nd last day at yj if i get into ny. Thats kinda sad, cause that means there'll be no more P-01! AWWW. And no more bullying of the ever nice-to-bully zhihao. SAD!! Anyway, i finally bought 'my sister's keeper' ytd and i met kaka when i was having lunch! PS. current obsession: palmistry back to top?
Tuesday, February 12, 2008 @ 7:57 pm i choose not to. cause the pain would pierce through and kill in the quietest moments. We finally went sch today! LOLS. I had to like drag myself out of bed. I so wanted to sleep some more. But! nevertheless, i still went sch. ): Stepped on maurice's shoe today, and i think he was pissed, so SORRY MAURICE! Okay! im off to do up my essay. ): back to top?
Friday, February 08, 2008 @ 11:39 pm JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says: ni 4 time wo! JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says: muahahs 100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says: AHH 100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says: I WHERE GOT?! JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says: edmund, pingfan and the wad ka...??? wadeva name la JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says: hehes 100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says: AHH!! 100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says: eeeee 100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says: ewwww JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says: muahahhas JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says: hehes JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says: learn from pingfan's drama mama JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says: hahahas ehe 100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says: HAHAHAS 100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says: so you going with them on v day? JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says: they are liek saying i will pangseh them later =.= JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says: like JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says: diaoz* JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says: lol 100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says: why? 100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says: cause got ?* JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says: lols JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says: dont care la 100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says: hmm JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says: i alrdy say that we are IMPOSSIBLE liao JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says: lol 100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says: if you going with them then prob i go with sha they all lorh 100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says: ps me 100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says: ): JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says: wad?! JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says: qin ai de! JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says: lols 100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says: hahas JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says: come along la JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says: also can la 100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says: GT TWO GUYS JIO YOU OUT LEHS JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says: confirm that day BU JI MO lol 100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says: I JEALOUS 100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says: ): JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says: ur head la 100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says: ME AND SHA GO FOR OUR LONELY V DAY 100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says: ): JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says: ni 4time wo leh, i more jealous lol 100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says: NOW U GOT 2 SHUAI GE LEHS 100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says: I ONLY GOT MY LESBIAN FRIEND JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says: where got shuai ge? JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says: diaoz! 100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says: ONE SO CALLED SHUAI AND ONE CUTE LA 100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says: lols JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says: =.= JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says: hahas! JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says: impossible la, we are good frens only la 100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says: I JEALOUS! 100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says: I DONT CARE JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says: i jio u out la! 100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says: I WANT BREAK UP WITH YOU JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says: aiyo 100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says: ): JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says: T^T JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says: ni 4time wo hai ya gen wo fen shou? T^T JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says: yao 100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says: I PS THEM GO V DAY WITH YOU LEHS* 100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says: BUT GOT 2 GUYS JIO YOU JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says: awww JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says: so sorry JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says: i jio u also wad JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says: lols JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says: aiyo this is getting so LAME * JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says: zzz 100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says: I DONT WANT GO AND AFFECT YOUR DATE WITH THEM LA JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says: hahas JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says: walau T^T JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says: im deaf le 100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says: lols JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says: dont shout liao JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says: OK LA 100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says: IM LIKE AS DRAMA AS PINGFAN JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says: I JIO U GO OUT TOO LA 100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says: !!! 100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says: WA 100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says: 3 TIMER! JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says: YEA YEA WE LEARN FROM HIM JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says: WHERE GOT?! JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says: T^T JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says: IM ALL ALONE LOR 100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says: ME SHERMAN AND WJ JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says: SADDED 100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says: WOAH 100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says: NOT BAD AH MS LU JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says: NI 4 TIME WO AH ZZZ 100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says: LOLS 100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says: NO LORH JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says: HEHES 100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says: JUST YI JIAO TA SI CHUAN JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says: T^T WHERE GOT? JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says: SOB YUAN WANG AH! JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says: SO DRAMA omg zzz JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says: hahas 100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says: lols! 100% cole my fairyland;sweet insanity says: pingfan drama lessons part 1* JIAYI! HAPPY CNY! =D says: hahahahs! LOLS! JIAYI AND I ARE SO DRAMA! SEE LA PINGFAN! ALL YOUR FAULT! back to top?
@ 10:31 pm if only. the infinite possibilities. honey, if only you knew. Went to watch kungfu dunk today. (dont kill me jiayi! my mom bought tix! x.x) Its really not bad. But they really shouldnt have chosen the other two actors. Reason being that they're so damn bloody good looking, esp the brown hair guy. GOSH, he totally stole all the limelight from jay chou who obviously aint the most dashing guy ard. I was like practically looking at him more than jay chou throughout the whole show. HEES. SO HOT! Oh ya! This morning, i was having breakfast at the coffee bean at wheelock place. Since it was outdoor it had ceiling fans going at high speed. Apparently, some dumb bird wasnt using its brains or something, and went too near to it. It got decapitated and the whole body went flying towards the counter. Its head was lying on the floor and there was feathers all over the place and in my tea! ROAR! So gross! Kimmie wei house visiting on sun! I asked ver to bring twister so we can play! WHEE. Do we need to bring oranges? back to top?
Tuesday, February 05, 2008 @ 10:44 pm THE FIVE THINGS YOU CAN DO AT AMK HUB 1) Go to the shop TOP20 and find the top20 ugliest clothes. 2) Spot as many little miss tshirts as you can. 3) Spot the ugliest colour of skinny jeans worn by guys. 4) Go to the shop JUST2U, stand outside and laugh. JUST2EWW you mean? 5) Sit down with a pal and think of 5 things to do at amk hub! HAHAHAS! Jiayi! we're geniuses! (: back to top?
Friday, February 01, 2008 @ 8:39 pm You say this time its different, but really? The drinks uncle at the coffee shop opp was really really nice, he treated the power rangers to orange juice! THANKS UNCLE! Had lunch with stal, sera, ah qi and ken today. Was nice cause its been a really really long since we hung out. I really miss mayflower! Never thought that I would. The surroundings felt damn familiar, it was like coming home after a long holiday. back to top?