tulips in my head

She dreams of escaping. Of vanishing to a faraway land. Where fairies and gnomes rule the earth, where flying isnt merely a fantasy. For where the forgotten find solace, and where its home for the lost. The haven where tears are merely a prelude to rain, the hideaway abode.

Monday, October 31, 2005 @ 7:16 pm

is it not really wad it seems to be.
am i just living in my illusion.

i dont know what u tell me is true or not.
im telling myself i should.
trusting u shld come naturally.
but sad to say u let me down too many times.
please hear my plea n prove me wrong.

interior vs exterior.
~the shadowed face behind the screen
your hidden identity.

@ 6:15 pm

im sorry.
i really am.
scold me if u want
hurl vulgarities at me if tat makes u feel bedda.
dun be so nice to me.
the nicer u are.
the more guilty i feel.

Tuesday, October 18, 2005 @ 9:45 pm

the lies
hidden behind that deceiving smile of yours.
the truth
concealed behind that innocence of yours.
putting words in mai mouth.
tats wad i fear.
dun make matters worse
its already bad enough as it is.
dun make me lose a friend.
and NO! i do not need ur glibberish.
juz take ur shit n shove it down ur ass.
i appreciate that u tell me sumthings
but i juz cant trust u

trust-----------lies------------

betrayal of the century

Monday, October 17, 2005 @ 8:49 pm

hotdogs!

@ 8:48 pm

=))

@ 8:48 pm

crazy but happy =))

@ 8:47 pm

sanso n shuaixun

@ 8:47 pm

charcoal

@ 8:46 pm

tis is jian bin or shuai xun?

@ 8:45 pm

cooking n cooking

@ 8:40 pm

chicken n sausages

@ 8:39 pm

beach!

@ 4:42 pm

sat was damn fun.
yupp.
budden damn suay. the pit was so blardie far away.
one of the laz few.
n i cycle so damn slow lah
oOps..haha
fooling around the beach with yuki crystal jian bin n shuai xun
behaving like small kids.
so wet after tat that we had to change.
yingting kept on cooking sausages
so much
everytime i go back to the pit i juz see her cooking n cooking
haha..so cute
yuki almost lost her slippers to east coast
gcyc yuki n i find like siao cant find.
jian bin juz go straight away he found it.
so diao
hahaha
wad a blast
so damn rawks

haha
tmr goin back to school
dunno whether i shld dread or be happy getting back results

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Monday, October 31, 2005 @ 7:16 pm is it not really wad it seems to be. am i just living in my illusion. i dont know what u tell me is true or not. im telling myself i should. trusting u shld come naturally. but sad to say u let me down too many times. please hear my plea n prove me wrong. interior vs exterior. ~the shadowed face behind the screen your hidden identity. back to top?
@ 6:15 pm im sorry. i really am. scold me if u want hurl vulgarities at me if tat makes u feel bedda. dun be so nice to me. the nicer u are. the more guilty i feel. back to top?
Tuesday, October 18, 2005 @ 9:45 pm the lies hidden behind that deceiving smile of yours. the truth concealed behind that innocence of yours. putting words in mai mouth. tats wad i fear. dun make matters worse its already bad enough as it is. dun make me lose a friend. and NO! i do not need ur glibberish. juz take ur shit n shove it down ur ass. i appreciate that u tell me sumthings but i juz cant trust u trust-----------lies------------ betrayal of the century back to top?
Monday, October 17, 2005 @ 8:49 pm hotdogs! back to top?
@ 8:48 pm =)) back to top?
@ 8:48 pm crazy but happy =)) back to top?
@ 8:47 pm sanso n shuaixun back to top?
@ 8:47 pm charcoal back to top?
@ 8:46 pm tis is jian bin or shuai xun? back to top?
@ 8:45 pm cooking n cooking back to top?
@ 8:40 pm chicken n sausages back to top?
@ 8:39 pm beach! back to top?
@ 4:42 pm sat was damn fun. yupp. budden damn suay. the pit was so blardie far away. one of the laz few. n i cycle so damn slow lah oOps..haha fooling around the beach with yuki crystal jian bin n shuai xun behaving like small kids. so wet after tat that we had to change. yingting kept on cooking sausages so much everytime i go back to the pit i juz see her cooking n cooking haha..so cute yuki almost lost her slippers to east coast gcyc yuki n i find like siao cant find. jian bin juz go straight away he found it. so diao hahaha wad a blast so damn rawks haha tmr goin back to school dunno whether i shld dread or be happy getting back results back to top?