tulips in my head

She dreams of escaping. Of vanishing to a faraway land. Where fairies and gnomes rule the earth, where flying isnt merely a fantasy. For where the forgotten find solace, and where its home for the lost. The haven where tears are merely a prelude to rain, the hideaway abode.

Tuesday, September 27, 2005 @ 5:11 pm

baoeeeeeee!
dun sad lahx..
cheer up!
dun stress urself out lahx!
u hav enuff white hair!
so juz stay funkie n cute!
its ur bdae soon!
YES! i rmb!
hahaha..
so smile!
watashiwa aishiteru
=))

Monday, September 19, 2005 @ 5:00 pm

leave
i dun need u
fair weathered fren
greed for popularity
wanting the best of both worlds
no more
u shant benefit anymore
our frenship is not for picking up n throwing
at ur whim n fancy
superficiality
i shant b the gullible girl
not anymore
sumtimes
i wonder
were u eva my fren?
or were we juz living in a fairytale?
denying ourselves the truth
now
i see ur true colours
no longer blinded
when i fall
i noe u wun be there..
as much as im heartbroken
im so dissapointed in u
i guess u were this shallow all along
its juz tt i've been deluding myself
i dun wish to lose u
but i guess when u got to
u juz got to

*let the rain wash away my tears. n make me strong again*

Sunday, September 11, 2005 @ 6:20 pm

nth last forever
sumday we will part
without emotions
without sadness
until then
i will juz hav to pray for u
i wonder will u be there for me?
will u be my guardian angel?
will u be my pillar of hope n strength?
or will u be the one to kick me when im down?

insecurity

Thursday, September 08, 2005 @ 3:49 pm

wheeee..so bored today.
yupp..i stayed home all day..
im soo bored to death.
absolutely nth to do.
tuition later..
totally dreading that 2 1/2 hrs of torture..

leave me to rot

falling into the abyss of darkness

Tuesday, September 06, 2005 @ 6:06 pm

wheeeeeee..today went out wif liling to buy hammie's prezzie..
so fun..LILING rawks! but i rawk more..hehe :p
went to eat buffet..aiyo..liling waste money one..
eat sho little..i tink the shop ppl tou siao..
budden the ice cream buffet is damn fun n shiok..
hahahahahahahaha..so farnie..we ate 13 cups of ice cream..
WOW! so nice..
n we bade a gigantic one with our names on it..so nice!
i tink a 6 flavour one..haha..
best..
hahahahahaha..
so farnie..
oh yah..gossiping is the best way to release stress..
right liling?
esp him..
singing his praises..
oh yea..saw skye at heeren
she looked so surprised..
haha..i tink she din recognise me for a moment..
but eventually she did..
oh well..
hahahahaha..
i sure had fun today..
wheeeeee..

I LOVE LILING!

Sunday, September 04, 2005 @ 2:27 pm

envisions.

y r u so perfect.

looks studies family

u nvr seem to lack anything.

u seem to live in a perfect world.

i doubt there is anything u yearn for

cuz eveything is at ur fingertips.

u oways seem to do the right things.

mayb its nt within ur control.

cuz ur juz so darn perfect.

living in a world of envisions.

perfectionist

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Tuesday, September 27, 2005 @ 5:11 pm baoeeeeeee! dun sad lahx.. cheer up! dun stress urself out lahx! u hav enuff white hair! so juz stay funkie n cute! its ur bdae soon! YES! i rmb! hahaha.. so smile! watashiwa aishiteru =)) back to top?
Monday, September 19, 2005 @ 5:00 pm leave i dun need u fair weathered fren greed for popularity wanting the best of both worlds no more u shant benefit anymore our frenship is not for picking up n throwing at ur whim n fancy superficiality i shant b the gullible girl not anymore sumtimes i wonder were u eva my fren? or were we juz living in a fairytale? denying ourselves the truth now i see ur true colours no longer blinded when i fall i noe u wun be there.. as much as im heartbroken im so dissapointed in u i guess u were this shallow all along its juz tt i've been deluding myself i dun wish to lose u but i guess when u got to u juz got to let the rain wash away my tears. n make me strong again back to top?
Sunday, September 11, 2005 @ 6:20 pm nth last forever sumday we will part without emotions without sadness until then i will juz hav to pray for u i wonder will u be there for me? will u be my guardian angel? will u be my pillar of hope n strength? or will u be the one to kick me when im down? insecurity back to top?
Thursday, September 08, 2005 @ 3:49 pm wheeee..so bored today. yupp..i stayed home all day.. im soo bored to death. absolutely nth to do. tuition later.. totally dreading that 2 1/2 hrs of torture.. leave me to rot falling into the abyss of darkness back to top?
Tuesday, September 06, 2005 @ 6:06 pm wheeeeeee..today went out wif liling to buy hammie's prezzie.. so fun..LILING rawks! but i rawk more..hehe :p went to eat buffet..aiyo..liling waste money one.. eat sho little..i tink the shop ppl tou siao.. budden the ice cream buffet is damn fun n shiok.. hahahahahahahaha..so farnie..we ate 13 cups of ice cream.. WOW! so nice.. n we bade a gigantic one with our names on it..so nice! i tink a 6 flavour one..haha.. best.. hahahahahaha.. so farnie.. oh yah..gossiping is the best way to release stress.. right liling? esp him.. singing his praises.. oh yea..saw skye at heeren she looked so surprised.. haha..i tink she din recognise me for a moment.. but eventually she did.. oh well.. hahahahaha.. i sure had fun today.. wheeeeee.. I LOVE LILING! back to top?
Sunday, September 04, 2005 @ 2:27 pm envisions. y r u so perfect. looks studies family u nvr seem to lack anything. u seem to live in a perfect world. i doubt there is anything u yearn for cuz eveything is at ur fingertips. u oways seem to do the right things. mayb its nt within ur control. cuz ur juz so darn perfect. living in a world of envisions. perfectionist back to top?