She dreams of escaping. Of vanishing to a faraway land. Where fairies and gnomes rule the earth, where flying isnt merely a fantasy. For where the forgotten find solace, and where its home for the lost. The haven where tears are merely a prelude to rain, the hideaway abode.

i wish things wld b the same..
the wounds r ordy there
no matter how hard i try..
they juz cant b washed off..
i wish i cld juz giv up..
n tell u its over..
but i cant..
the attachment is ordy there..
u r a piece of my past present n future.
i cant move on n leave u behind..
no more..
no longer..

although u hav made it very clear
i still hav doubts..
low self confidence?
or little confidence in u..
perhaps u hav let me down too many times..
the wound is embedded in my heart..
nth u say wld b able to gain back
tt trust we once shared..
i dun wan to get hurt once more..

sumtimes i wonder..
are my tears worth u?
will u stand by me in times of need?
will u be there for me?
will u b my guardian angel?
will u even notice my absence?

send me a clue
send me a sign..
i dun wanna wait endlessly
for sumthing tt will nt arrive...
i wonder sumtimes..
are u toying wif my frenship?
i guess now all i hav is doubts..



*shattered hopes n dreams*

~u weaved tis wonderful fairy tale for me..
but now..u are gonna take it all away..~

although u said very clearly tt day..
i still doubt it..
sumhow
sumday..
i cant bring myself to trust u fully..
i dun want to pin too high hopes..
only to find them dashed sumday..
im afraid of getting hurt again..
i dun wan to shed tears over u eva again..

are u realli tt heartless..
u claim nt..n say tt im over sensitive..
probably cuz i hav lost my faith in u..
u used to be my saviour..
my sunshine gal..
now..~~~
all i hav to say is tt i love u..

wonder if tt wld come back to me.. back to top?