She dreams of escaping. Of vanishing to a faraway land. Where fairies and gnomes rule the earth, where flying isnt merely a fantasy. For where the forgotten find solace, and where its home for the lost. The haven where tears are merely a prelude to rain, the hideaway abode.

im sinking soo fast in here..
i cant see..
i cant breathe..
i knew it was a mistake right from the beginning..
yet i cant help falling in..
i keep tellin myself to wake up..
yet my heart doesnt want to..
i wish sumdae u wld look back..
tts my only wish..
is ur face realli tt impt to u..
or are u juz a wimp..
are u lying to me..
or is tt realli wad u think..
your actions are so hypocritical..
wad do u xpect me to blieve..
i try to erase tt memory..
but it juz keeps flooding back..
am i reallt tt shallow to u..
u say i dun spare a thought for others..
arent u too soft..
sometimes i agree wif u..
but sumtimes the other side takes over me..
call me selfish..
but arent we all like tt?
are u realli tt naive to think tt evryone is an angel?
my sacarsm and insults are my form of self defence..
they are my cave and shelter from the harsh elements..
to u i am a loser..
u are the queen..
u call the shots..
i follow the orders..
if i did not respect ur decision..
i wld hav done more than wad u see now..
be less mean u say..
i try..
u say it's easy..
to me it's a chore and a hinderence..
im suffering inside..
where are u when i need a
when i need a shoulder to cry on?
i dont know who to trust anymore.. back to top?